the little things in life.
i think i have something special right now and i dont want to let it go.
i met someone
i liked how i couldnt speak
or even smile just stare
as a lamp light lit you at night
just outside the pool area by your house
i wouldve stayed there for days
had the sun not risen to break
our moment of shared infatuation
you looked so pretty
the way the rays beamed through the window
onto your hair and face
illuminating all of your colors
quite perfectly
as our fingers were found
in a soft slow dance
lining the borders of our bodies
as if setting a perimeter
that no one else could enter
i liked how i couldnt speak
but only stare wide-eyed
while realizing that you were in my car
with me
and that even at 5am
it was the one place you wanted to be
:]
:::i wrote a poem on my phone last night:::
alpine nights
are always the right
thing to do
when youre feeling blue.
outside theres rain
and its FUCKING INSAAANE!!!!!
:::i think its one of my best works:::
i wish girls liked boys. i wish they always wanted something more, and that they thought of us in ways other than “maybe he won’t be worth it.” it isnt fair for me to fall in love with every girl i meet, it’s hopeless behavior. and it’s as if a chance is far too much to ask of them. i wish girls always knew what they were thinking. i wish that when you asked them something, they could answer you with an answer. boy, wouldn’t that be nice?
